i hoped
for a lot of things.
share moments
with the ones that i love,
and fall in love.
the heat,
the conflict
is hurting me.
still i count my days
hoping for a lot a lot of things.
i tried to resist
but you're hard to battle,
harder still
to forget.
still lovely.
still the best of all the things i'm hoping for.
this will teach me
to wait further.
never to ask
if there really is forever..
i feel the battle
come to it's end.
down to the final people
i have to hold
and bury in memory.
i'll never regret
i'll never forget you.
i sought
for a lot of things.
to live suddenly
and die silently,
falling in love..