supressing the words i haven't said in years
i could feel our hearts race.
like galloping horses.
seeing you again
still not sure what to say.
days with you are always slow
and calming.
you haven't said a word yet
just busying yourself with the wind outside.
we pass by the park benches
where we'd sit for morning coffee's and jog home.
i glance at you from the corner of my eye
nothing's changed since.
i hear you sigh,
like a muted whisper of delight.
you still manage to warm one's heart,
like you always have.
now you're looking up the sky,
it's relieving to see you smile again in years.
excited and all,
sparks all around the yellow and orange surroundings of your school,
an unwanted festival of strangers,
you make my heart leap.
a song,
plays in my head
as you walk by.
looking through the pearls of your eyes
there we have a conversation,
we exchange stories.
you're all around,
in my room,
and when i go out.
loving you is a no-brainer.
everything is dissipating like icing on left-over cake.
have i mistakenly forgotten what's delicate and what's never meant to be moved
or did i purposely touch on a non-beneficial subject?
you are pretty in that frame
your grace defines the night
dance away again.
your frail steps are queasy
beautiful, just sail
just move your feet,
leave me colorful trails.
and now i feel,
like walking away.
i feel,
like saying goodbye
to your eyes,
and everything you are.
but i know
that my heart
will always sing to you.
this hand will never tire,
and as much as it wants to rest,
it won't.
it forever will write
about the way
you easily move one's heart,
and how in-love i am with you.
i'll be home,
in just a while.
i'll wrap my arms around you.
slowly,
yet surely
i'll come home to you.
i left you waiting.
i've made up my mind
i'll be back,
leaving everything behind.
such a rush,
now i'm missing you.
so lost and tired,
i'm giving up.
i'm tired
still enamoured by your love.